Thursday, 10 November 2011


Dear notebook,
today is the first time ever, i publish all the story that happen in my life, the surrounding, people, and everything.

Mom always said that, we need to keep our story safe by our own, but now, i just being too tired of keeping it all by myself. Its not that i want to let my life at set it as semiprivate, is just that, we need to share something with other people instead of keep it all alone and make a wrong decision. What do you think?

I live in a broken family, and the worse part is, i don't have anybody. Can u imaging? Sometimes i just felt envy to those people that having a great and happy family, and most of them didn't appreciate it at all. What do they think? They got everything, the happiness of having someone in a some blood, same last name, and living in a joy, although sometimes it might be the hardest time when having a conflict in between, but, that is people, no one can live without getting any feeling of sadness, madness. 

Family is always be family. You might be hate your sisters or your brothers because they got more, they achieve more, but, the good part is, when you having problem, family always come first. Have you think about the person that live all alone in the huge world and not having anyone? 

Its hard when you have everything in front of you before, but it's all gone now. Just like a long nightmare which you can't even get up even-thought how hard you pinch up your cheeks. 

No more love, no more laugh, no more smile, just have a tears that already dry. 

Love your family, and appreciate them, i wish i'm in your place. (': 


  1. Allah masih ada untuk kita mengadu :)
    tabahkn hati okay ? :)

  2. thanks a lot for you support, appreciate much han kei (':

  3. . Allah is always by your side.. And the world loves you,, :)

  4. thanks farah for the support (':
    hopefully everything going well...